god sent me two angels from the heavens above

well its now 2008, to tell you the truth, im glad 2007 is over, and done with.
2007 was a bad year for me, i did alot of things i wish i hadn't done, and things i said i would never do, but i did, this year, im ganna do more of wont i wont, have more of an voice about what i wont, im not going to do some thing just cause every one else is.
im going to find some where i for real fit in, and not have to be in a room full of people and feel like im alown, im ganna find that somewhere and not f**k it up any more, god knows how many times i did that in 2007, im going to go were my heart and feet take me, im going to learn alot this year, i can telll

well next week my learning starts, im going to a youth conference, in brisssy, so that's going to be alright,(fingers cross) i went last year and it help a bit so here's hoping the same for this year,one of my really good mates(there like a angel in disguise) i was lookin forwared to coming isnt, and thats kinda really sucks, cause he's one of them mates that o can say any thing to, he's seen me when im sick, he's seen me drunk, he's seen my good and bad sides and yet, hes still there for me, man i love that boy(as a friends) but i shouldnt call him a boy he's 18 turning 19. but yea.

and its the same with one of my other mates, she's the only one i can really open up to, cause she knows where ive been and how i feel, and she knows how hard life can be, with some things over ur head, and what its like to wont to hide and have a brick wall up and not wont to let any one in, and its going to suck that the two people i wont to be there with me(there my two angels god sent me) wont be there, and im afraide that i wont get the most of this confrence with out them, cause my wall will be up and there the only two i let it down around, but hey you get that!!!!


so to some good news, i pasted my year10 this year, so that was good and a week into my holes i get a phone call about a job intrevew i went to, for a tranie ship and i got it, so i have to stay at skool, so thats okay i think i can handle school for 2more years, and what ever the big bad world has for me can just wait 2more years wile i get my year12 and my tranieship down and done, im glad ive got it now, its good, its going to help me get out of armidale someday, i know it.
anyways gotta go cya